if ..

if i got a chance, i will leave here ..
go wherever i want with my mum to start a new life ...
i believe that good luck will come to u while u have a good starting point ..
but, will i get this ??
i think that, i will not get this forever ..

i think ... i should give up ...

since i was finished STPM .. i realised that almost all the day i'm staying alone ..
besides my family, i look like an orphan, i couldn't find someone who really wanna listen to me, and i couldn't find someone that i can share my difficulties to he or she .. sometime, i'm sitting on bed, sofa, even in my car to cry ..
i don't know how many times i cry on this friendship, when i wanna go out, the first one that i called is this gang, but it seen like nobody wanna go out with me, but when i on facebook, i found that they are having wonderful college life with their course-mates and house-mates ... travelling, having fun, dinner, clubbing together ... i'm trying to get some reason to make an excuse, but at the end, i couldn't ..
maybe, it is the time to me to give up on this friendship ..
but,
should i or shouldn't i ??

haiz ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

just uploaded some photos to facebook ...
haha, saw that my sis so "cute" while she was a child ...
now, she is a "pretty" girl and get a very good result in athlete ..
but, she is a very very very x10 times lazy girl ...
she still haven't claen up her travel bag yet since came back from penang training trip ...
OMG !!!!
难道世界上真的没有一个十全十美的人吗 ？？？

my mum dyed her hair !!! unbelievable !!!

wow ... unbelievable .... my mum went to dye her hair !!
the colour is quite nice ...
but my mum abit weird lol !!!
my mum not allowed me dye my hair leh !!!!
what is she thinking about ????
i don't know .......

happy birthday to me !!

today is 11/3 - my birthday ... haha
since finish STPM, i never woke up early in the morning
today i woke up at 6.45am .. walau ah ..
because i have to fetch my sis to stadium for SMK Sri Sentosa sport day ..
haha, i quickly came back for doing house work .. because i want to watch the live show !!
my sis was having event in 200m, 400m, and 4x100m - 2 golds 1 silver .. haha (proud of green house)
i have to say thanks to yoon kit because he accompany me going to visit ex-school sport day ~~
THANK YOU YOON KIT !!

haiz ~~~

just "visited" my primary school mates facebook,
i found that they having a very colourful life ..
gathering, playing, some are going to be a model .. jelous ~~
i was looking myself, the 3 places that i have to go every day are
1. college
2. parent's restaurant, and
3. stay at house ..
i seeing my life is just black and white, seldom shopping, gathering and taking photo ..
ya, i know there are somebody are more pitiful than me .. i feel that
but i just ant to speak it out to release my strees
because, LCCI exam is coming soon ~~~
GOD BLESS ME !!!

Happy birthday to Cheah Chee Kit

6/3/2010 - Chee Kit's birthday !!!
haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!!