11.30 hours to go

STPM results will come out tomorrow .. scared scared !!!! DH DH !!!!
haiz !!!!

新地方,也许 ... ... 也应该

其实我不懂要写什么好,
面对着这个空白的部落格, 我的脑也变得空白一片了 ..
其实,我真的那么需要朋友吗? 朋友对我来说真的那么重要吗?
每一天, 我所见的人可能只有学校的同学和家人而已.
很失败吗？？哈哈，我也这样觉得。
店里有些顾客会问，放学过后没和朋友出去聊聊天看看电影吗？？
“如果我和同学出去了，我也不会呆在这里啊？”我回答说
每次在facebook上看见“死党”们的照片时，我都这么样觉得，为什么他们的生活可以这么样多姿多彩呢？
我真的很羡慕他们。
过去，和你共患难的“死党”和你有说有笑。中五毕业后，也没什么见面了！！
现在，找他们，也难了！！
也许，这真的是新地方认识新朋友吧！
也许，我也应该“新地方认识新朋友”吧！！

happy CNY and Happy Valentine's day

haha ..happy Chinese New Year !!!!
wish u all have a great and wonderful CNY !!
AND ALSO
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!
(even i'm still alone)

mum SORRY

woke up at 8.10am, prepared for attend LCCI Accounting class, how down i was while i woke up .. donn't why and what's going on .. just feeling down ..
on the way to college, no mood to drive and somemore traffic jam .. finally, been there in very safe way .. thanks god bless me ..
on the way came back ..moodless again, i tried my best to book a badminton court for tomorrow's game.. but i can't get it ..
while come back, sleep awhile and started my housework, clean and mop the floor and corridor, clean the furniture and so on ..while doing housework, dad called me go down after finished work ..so, i rushing to clean up the floor and corridor and so on ......
all finished, time to go down .. once i step inside the shop, dad scolded me go die ..
i shock and angry .. i sit outside and my tears starting come out .. can't stop it ..
my dad scolded me don't stay here and make the "black face" to him .. ok !! i went back by taken T11 bus, i couldn't went home, i just seat at the corner and cry .. no body there and no body care .. i seat there untill 8 something .. my mum worried where i go .. when i saw my mum, my mum start cried and scolded :"why you make me worried!" we hug and cried .. i just can say sorry to my mum that i made her worried about me ..
mum "SORRY"

a sad and disappointed trip

i bring a full wishness to there for meet my buddy ...
i couldn't sleep well because i can't wait for it ..
however ... it is never become true to what i wished before ..
some body have changed .. somebody remain the same ..
i am very happy that somebody have good changed - become a pretty girl, mature and good listening ..
but the changed that made me so disappointed that my 2 buddies have a very bad changed .. they smoke and always keep speaking a very "nice" words ...

就为了你们的健康着想,你们戒烟吧 !
解压还有很多方法的,不一定要抽烟啊!!
身为你们的朋友,虽然不是很亲密
但我不想看见你们旧病复发的信息在我手机出现 !
你们可以答应我吗?下次来探望你们的时候,我很想看见健康的你们, 能吗?

100 % can seperate into 2

100% can seperate into - 50% happy and 50% sad ..
50 % happy - finally, i can get principle in economic subject ..
i wish this will keep going untill STPM end ..
hope i can do it ...
50% sad - again, can't get "P" in general paper ... my account paper ... haiz ..

wish and hope and harap and .....
i can get "P" in all subjects ....

i know ..

i know that my exam is worse than u, but i'm trying my best to do the best ..
i know that some time i very "ss", but i try my best to control it ..
i know that i'm not a very good girl, but i try my best to be the best one ..

whatever i know, just i know myself ...
do you know what you are now ??
do you support me to change it ??
do you support your friends, parents, even someone you don't know to do something they wants ??