要闭关一个月！！

goodbye everybody, i wanna offline for 1 month for my LCCI exam,

why i made this decision so sudden, because i realised that i spent to much time for online-ing till 2am++ ...

so, from now, i will stop blogging till end of LCCI exam ...

GOODBYE !!!!

(may god bless me for the exam ???)

死扑街

死扑街！！！！
真的是很生气，因为今天我觉得我好像玩偶酱被人玩
今天她sms我，叫我去载她，我说可能我会迟些到。
好洛，去载她料，到那里等她料，也她了。。
真的被她炸到够够力，她竟然敢讲爸爸已经去载她料，而且到家料tim。。
真得是够力！！
回来也没说声对不起。。
不骂她扑街都不行，像这中人对她好点都不行的！！
死扑街！！！！

POKAI !!!!!!!!

this for mummy

mummy's birthday is coming .......
i'm headache that what present i have to buy, so i make a video to my mum ...
let watch ~~~

家里有条懒虫

since maid was gone back to indonesia ...
my mare was coming into my daily life ...
hang shirts, clean house, wash toilet ~~~~ WAH !!!!!
SHOCK MAN !!!! i thought my sis will help me do something to me ..
but, haiz, suan la ... saya buat, lagi cepat !!!
that means, she is lazy lol .....
ah yee, hor !!!!

Finally, i'm more relax ....

since i was closed my facebook account, i found that i'm more relaxing now ...
needn't to see those photos which are make me sad and disappointed, needn't to know what they are doing now ...
FREEDOM !!!! now i can do whatever i want ...
how free i ~~~

if ..

if i got a chance, i will leave here ..
go wherever i want with my mum to start a new life ...
i believe that good luck will come to u while u have a good starting point ..
but, will i get this ??
i think that, i will not get this forever ..

i think ... i should give up ...

since i was finished STPM .. i realised that almost all the day i'm staying alone ..
besides my family, i look like an orphan, i couldn't find someone who really wanna listen to me, and i couldn't find someone that i can share my difficulties to he or she .. sometime, i'm sitting on bed, sofa, even in my car to cry ..
i don't know how many times i cry on this friendship, when i wanna go out, the first one that i called is this gang, but it seen like nobody wanna go out with me, but when i on facebook, i found that they are having wonderful college life with their course-mates and house-mates ... travelling, having fun, dinner, clubbing together ... i'm trying to get some reason to make an excuse, but at the end, i couldn't ..
maybe, it is the time to me to give up on this friendship ..
but,
should i or shouldn't i ??