给自己一个月的时间

自从他向我告白后，不懂为什么我以前所憧憬和他一起生活的影像全都从我脑海洗掉了〜找不回那感觉了〜

我觉得好可怕，这是给我一个警告说当初的决定是错的吗？！

还是之前自伤的伤口根本还没愈合？还是……

总之这一切一切让我觉得很可怕，几天前的决定现在否定的话，会把对方伤得很重！肿得连我自己都不敢想象！

让自己有一个月的时间去想吧〜

一个月后再打算〜

**后记：我迷失了方向，不知所措〜

it has been started finally

28.8.13 - he has expressed me his feeling finally. he told me he was excited and happy when he expressed. haha !! such a funny ppl. and the most important  is I was accepted this brand new relationship. 

never nervous, never excited but more uncertainties worried about our relationship. I worried that what can I do to let our relationship be last longer. worried that how will he treat me in future, I worried that ……

been hurt with no sound before, I worried this time I will be hurt again ..  what should I do to release those uncertainties? or it is just a hardest time to me while I'm facing the killed assignment ?

be truth, I have lost recently…

我要的，其实很简单

我要的，其实很简单，只要他能在我需要

他的时候能出现一会儿陪着我，那就足够

了。

看起来，这种简单的＂要求＂好像有点奢

侈哦………… =_=

all unhappiness been deleted

Feeling happy right now, because I've deleted those memories that made me sad all the way .. ^^

I'm appreciate that he has be my past, and the new him is entering my life ..

hope that you are understand what I expressed out my feeling right now .. ^^

2013年，3月11日

23岁的第一天，工作中度过；也没想过今天会是什么特别日子，只是的空的时候会想起：咦，今天是我生日耶！老天不会因为今天是你的生日而把时间多加一分半秒给你，时间依然是滴滴答答一分一秒的过。

23岁了，长大了，是时候该把放下的给放下，该背负的背上了！加油吧，黄佩雯！

气死我！

打剩一粒都不让我过！气死我了！😡😡😡😡