mum SORRY

woke up at 8.10am, prepared for attend LCCI Accounting class, how down i was while i woke up .. donn't why and what's going on .. just feeling down ..
on the way to college, no mood to drive and somemore traffic jam .. finally, been there in very safe way .. thanks god bless me ..
on the way came back ..moodless again, i tried my best to book a badminton court for tomorrow's game.. but i can't get it ..
while come back, sleep awhile and started my housework, clean and mop the floor and corridor, clean the furniture and so on ..while doing housework, dad called me go down after finished work ..so, i rushing to clean up the floor and corridor and so on ......
all finished, time to go down .. once i step inside the shop, dad scolded me go die ..
i shock and angry .. i sit outside and my tears starting come out .. can't stop it ..
my dad scolded me don't stay here and make the "black face" to him .. ok !! i went back by taken T11 bus, i couldn't went home, i just seat at the corner and cry .. no body there and no body care .. i seat there untill 8 something .. my mum worried where i go .. when i saw my mum, my mum start cried and scolded :"why you make me worried!" we hug and cried .. i just can say sorry to my mum that i made her worried about me ..
mum "SORRY"

a sad and disappointed trip

i bring a full wishness to there for meet my buddy ...
i couldn't sleep well because i can't wait for it ..
however ... it is never become true to what i wished before ..
some body have changed .. somebody remain the same ..
i am very happy that somebody have good changed - become a pretty girl, mature and good listening ..
but the changed that made me so disappointed that my 2 buddies have a very bad changed .. they smoke and always keep speaking a very "nice" words ...

就为了你们的健康着想,你们戒烟吧 !
解压还有很多方法的,不一定要抽烟啊!!
身为你们的朋友,虽然不是很亲密
但我不想看见你们旧病复发的信息在我手机出现 !
你们可以答应我吗?下次来探望你们的时候,我很想看见健康的你们, 能吗?

100 % can seperate into 2

100% can seperate into - 50% happy and 50% sad ..
50 % happy - finally, i can get principle in economic subject ..
i wish this will keep going untill STPM end ..
hope i can do it ...
50% sad - again, can't get "P" in general paper ... my account paper ... haiz ..

wish and hope and harap and .....
i can get "P" in all subjects ....

i know ..

i know that my exam is worse than u, but i'm trying my best to do the best ..
i know that some time i very "ss", but i try my best to control it ..
i know that i'm not a very good girl, but i try my best to be the best one ..

whatever i know, just i know myself ...
do you know what you are now ??
do you support me to change it ??
do you support your friends, parents, even someone you don't know to do something they wants ??

i agree what teachers said ...

ya, i know that i did badly in this quater term exam .. that what i got now..
on the spot, i think about what were teacher done for us ...
they have put lots of times, heart, and cares to us ..
but, i'm the one who r not realised that ... so bad ..
what pn koh saids that she needn't any "perjanjian" but what she need is "agreement" ..
ya, i totally agree with her .. what she saids today i will keep it into my mind and all the time ..
i have a very respected teacher while i was a primary students
but now, i will always respect pn koh beside my primary school teacher ...

the one that you give me is the best of the world

i just realised that i have a very nice life since i entered form 6 ...
not only the heavier homeworks but also a shock gang i entered ..
i'm not a top student, but i will try my best to do the best ..
i'm not a person who listen to you while you are talking to me, but i try my best to change it ..
i'm not a person .....
thank you all of you who give me lots of experience to fill up my life ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HODunuoSWmg

是我的错,还是他的错 ??

不懂几时开始, 我和他开始没有话说 ??
到底问题出现在我这里, 还是 ...
现在我和他在路上遇见, 形同陌路人 ...
这问题, 我百思不得其解 ..
到底又有谁能帮我呢 ??