a sad and disappointed trip

i bring a full wishness to there for meet my buddy ...
i couldn't sleep well because i can't wait for it ..
however ... it is never become true to what i wished before ..
some body have changed .. somebody remain the same ..
i am very happy that somebody have good changed - become a pretty girl, mature and good listening ..
but the changed that made me so disappointed that my 2 buddies have a very bad changed .. they smoke and always keep speaking a very "nice" words ...

就为了你们的健康着想,你们戒烟吧 !
解压还有很多方法的,不一定要抽烟啊!!
身为你们的朋友,虽然不是很亲密
但我不想看见你们旧病复发的信息在我手机出现 !
你们可以答应我吗?下次来探望你们的时候,我很想看见健康的你们, 能吗?

100 % can seperate into 2

100% can seperate into - 50% happy and 50% sad ..
50 % happy - finally, i can get principle in economic subject ..
i wish this will keep going untill STPM end ..
hope i can do it ...
50% sad - again, can't get "P" in general paper ... my account paper ... haiz ..

wish and hope and harap and .....
i can get "P" in all subjects ....

i know ..

i know that my exam is worse than u, but i'm trying my best to do the best ..
i know that some time i very "ss", but i try my best to control it ..
i know that i'm not a very good girl, but i try my best to be the best one ..

whatever i know, just i know myself ...
do you know what you are now ??
do you support me to change it ??
do you support your friends, parents, even someone you don't know to do something they wants ??

i agree what teachers said ...

ya, i know that i did badly in this quater term exam .. that what i got now..
on the spot, i think about what were teacher done for us ...
they have put lots of times, heart, and cares to us ..
but, i'm the one who r not realised that ... so bad ..
what pn koh saids that she needn't any "perjanjian" but what she need is "agreement" ..
ya, i totally agree with her .. what she saids today i will keep it into my mind and all the time ..
i have a very respected teacher while i was a primary students
but now, i will always respect pn koh beside my primary school teacher ...

the one that you give me is the best of the world

i just realised that i have a very nice life since i entered form 6 ...
not only the heavier homeworks but also a shock gang i entered ..
i'm not a top student, but i will try my best to do the best ..
i'm not a person who listen to you while you are talking to me, but i try my best to change it ..
i'm not a person .....
thank you all of you who give me lots of experience to fill up my life ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HODunuoSWmg

是我的错,还是他的错 ??

不懂几时开始, 我和他开始没有话说 ??
到底问题出现在我这里, 还是 ...
现在我和他在路上遇见, 形同陌路人 ...
这问题, 我百思不得其解 ..
到底又有谁能帮我呢 ??

pemandu yang biadab

how come a driver can blocked the entry for a long period ...
does he or she know that it will get angry to other drivers ???
does he or she have learnt moral lessons in school ??
does he or she got passed the driving test before going to car practices ??
does he or she know that he or she is a rude driver ??
how come this kind of drivers can survive on the road ???

i got many question marks now ......
???
??(~.~)??

oh my god !!

the results were came out yesterday ...
i was shocked that i got the worse x3 results
i don't know how to talk with my mum about my result,
i sure she will very disappointed to me ...
how ???

a nice day

i had a quite nice day in Golden Horse Palace Hotel yesterday ..
i was planning to go there for relax and gymming, but finally,i wasn't gymming there because i found that something more attracted me to"touch and play" -----volleyball
at the beginning, i just stand beside for watching them to play, the more time i watch, the more i want to play .. then, i step out my first step to join them ..
once i joined, the auntie asked me where i came from ... har ?? how come the aunt asked me this kind of question ???
i answered her question because i have to shown my good behavior (i wearing school t-shirt that time)
right after i answered her question ... the auntie saids she came from Singapore and some of the tripmates (the teens that played volleyball that time) are came from Thailand, Taiwan, and Singapore .. wow !!! i felt shock that time !!! because how dare i am to play volleyball with them !!
haha !!
WOW !!! they were the best foreign volleyball players that i never met before !!
(especially the auntie who asked me where i came from)
HOW LUCKY I AM !!!!!

ladies and gentlemens, have a nice day !!

VERY FUNNY VIDEO !!! ha ha

i've made this video clip long time ago ..
but i still less and need some photoes to complete this video clip ..
it's ok, juz upload to u all to enjoy .. other else, i will complete it and upload again to u all ..
enjoy it..

happy belated birthday to miao ~~~

happy belated birthday to Miao ~~
hope u r not forget what we were did for u on last friday ~~~
miss u ....

exam finished ..

juz online to write something on here ...
most of us are feel happy because of the ended of mid-year exam, but
i'm not ...
juz noticed and relised someone are like to ask someone to help them finish something .. right after you give help to them , they will not talk to you anymore .. juz for an example, today you got bring colour papers and glu, someone wants to borrow ur colour papers to finish his/her project ...at the moment, he/she will talk to you nicely, because he/she using your colour papers, after he/she finished .. they will not talk to you anymore ...
i'm the one who facing this kind of problem .. they good with me, and i really enclosed with them ... after a moment, they will always ask you do something to them ..ya, i'm the volunteer to help them .. but, the end was not i want .. just simply to say, it was a sad ending for me .. i have been no mood a week .. even the exam is just finished ..
i'm still stay in this moment, even i try my best to get out from this .. it's hardly to say ..

why human being are state they ownself at the important position ??
why don't they think about their friend, family, even people they don't knows' feeling ??
may be they are not easyly to accept what you do to them !!!

finally, i advice my visitors to think about it !!!

the only video clip i made ..

juz downloaded a nice korean song ... so i tried to make a video clip
leave a comment after u watched it .. k ?
whatever, thanks for ur comment

FINALLY, MUET has ended ...

congratulation to all MUET 2009 candidates .. u all have done a well job in this test !!!
the coming exam is STPM trail exam and STPM exam !!!
so, let try our best for both !! let enjoy another 6 months secondary school life !!
my friends, GAMBATHE !!!!!!
moon wish all the visitors who visit my blog have a nice day !!!

ur guys gave me lots of surprice !!!

aiyo, i didn't know how to describe ur guys edi !!!
u guys made me sweat and malu always !!!
be careful, i'll treat u back on u guys once day !!!!

11/3 ... my 19 years old birthday ..
u made me swt all the time that day !!!
bcos i was not reakised that u all sang after assembly !!!
(this was the 1st swt-ing)
after finished all the preparatioon of sport day ..
i, sok fun, poh yen, and yoon kit went to have our high tea/lunch (whatever la) at station one (i think bcos of the car parking) ...
talk somemore, ate somemore .. taken photo somemore .. somemore somemore and somemore ..
mei fang act like fighting with yoon kit (they juz said smth that we didn't know, talking like elien)
ya, both of you won the game .. juz after a minute ..a slice of CHEESE CAKE and birthday song were shown and heared front of me .. nth to say .. bcos they were "dai lou" and "dai ga jie" that day,
i juz been a "keh leh feh" that day ..have to listen and follow what they were mentioned ... cham !
but,
hadiah hari jadi yg lumayan tlh muncul di hdpan saya ... sdh tak blh cakap apa-apa lah !!

14/3 - even birthday passed ..but the game still going on ~~
after tuition, we were planing go to jln tunku abdul rahman .. bcos there have lots books that we need ... 1 bookstore, 2 bookstores, 3 bookstores ....we juz in and out the bookstore around 90 minutes ... was the time to go back ..i received a call from chee kit suddenly .. he asked me where was i and what time we went back ..i answered his ques that what i want to asnwer to him ..
he said tat he couldn't wait jia hou anymore bcos he still haven't reached there yet ..
"ok la, call me when u reached home," i said.
we bough the ticket to pasar raya's station .. when we reached and walk down .. i listen a swt song again. OMG, u always want to play the swt game !!!
this time, thay hold the cake with candles and sang the birthday song in the LRT STATION !!
i felt very very very very very very surprice loh !!!!
i wasn't realised that the question u asked was the planing u plan ..
CHEAH CHEE KIT, u cheated me, be careful "no more father's day" !!!

aiyo, finally, i juz can said i have a unforgetabble birthday in this year !!!!
special thanks to :6AK classmate, ck, hl, miao, and jh !!!!

my "xxxx" result came out ...

omg !!! i had paid more and more attenttion in p&p ... i had spent more my rest time when exam was going on ... how come my result so "xxxx" ? that was the problem that confused me ...
if,
i was paid more a bit attention in class,
if,
i spent more time to do revision,
if,
i did more exercise b4 exam ...
what would change ???
haiz ... that was past ... juz leave it and don't border it anymore ..

start from now, i should keep doing more exercise(including phisical, mental, homeworks) to proove my result, untill the end .................................................
agree ?????
wish u all agree ....
good luck to those who visit my blog !!!!!

too busy, too lazy, too sad and too tired

so sorry to all my visitors .. bcos i no time to edit my blog these days .. hope for forgiving me ..
i have too many -ve feeling in these day, and i don't know how and what should i do to release both feeling from my heart to the thin air ... please told me what should i do now ... i will appreciate it and try my best to do that based on ur suggestion ...

too busy - i'm been the busy person in school since the Rumah Waja sport training started .. all the reports name lists and participants' name i have to record down as a rujukan ... after the training, i m too lazy to manage and clean my home (bcos maid was balik kampung).

too lazy - sport training is such reason that i lazy to clean up my home ... many reasons will make me be like that ... and, besides that, i'm the laziest person too ... haha !!!

too sad - have this feeling after i heared something bad that happend in my previous school (about sport houses)

too tired - after i known who is that idoit who make this problem, i had too many idea to treat him, but, i was no such energy to treat him bcos of to tired .. what was yoon kit said : treat him is wasted ur energy and ur saliva .. so u needn't to treat him ...

so, should i save my energy and saliva to do the right things ?

CNY coming soon !!!!

new year, new shirt, new shoes, new stocking, new bag, new new new .... All new for celebrating new yaer and new school days (even it was abit late to post it) ...
but chinese new year is different from new yaer ..
because, i can
1. collecting angpows (wa haha !!! ($.$) coming !! )
2. school holidays for CNY
3. gathering
4. many biscuits are "waiting for me" haha !!!
5. lain-lain ..
6. account tuition .. (haiz)

even CNY is short .. but i will appreciate what i'll done, did, do in these days !!! haha !!
to 6AK dears,
Happy Chinese New Year !!!!
enjoy your coming soon holidays !!!!